The weekend was super emotional but reminded me why
I put others first. It may not have gotten me anywhere in many people’s eyes,
but it makes me feel like there is a reason I am here. I may be directionless,
but as long as I am able to help people, I will keep on going.
I began running years ago after my best friend was
diagnosed with Chronic Myleogenous Leukemia. I wasn’t able to fight her cancer
for her, but I could run. Flashing back to my first marathon, I can only smile
about how different I was then compared to now when I run. To read the full
story of my best friend and why I decided to run another TNT race, click here.
The entire weekend was inspirational. It started
with the drive to DC that resulted in me reaching my goal of 200,000 miles on
my car. It took a long, long time to get there and I am super excited. Once my
Team and I got to DC and checked into the hotel, it was off to the race expo to
start our journey. It was crazy busy, but so awesome. Picking up our special
TNT bibs and visiting the TNT booth to create signs, take photos, and honor our
heroes was moving. I was there to run but I was also there in support of all
those people that can’t run.
Later in the night was the Team in Training
Inspirational Dinner and boy was it inspirational. As we walked into the
banquet room, we walked through a group cheering us on and thanking us for our
efforts, incredible feeling. I was a part of Team Delaware, but also part of a
much larger team — the team united in the fight to end blood cancer. We loaded
up on carbs, listened to guest speakers and got pumped for the race in the
morning. The Delaware team truly is an amazing group of people.
Race morning I woke up early and got ready for the
day. I put on my purple race shirt with Danny and Dom’s names, my purple and
black tutu (oh yes), laced up my sneakers and headed on my way. We get to the
start line, the horn blows and off we go.
It was a beautiful day for a race through the
streets of DC. I was keeping a good pace and feeling good. There were rubs and
aches but nothing I have not been through before. As I counted down the miles,
I was rolling. Any problem I was experiencing, or about to experience, was
wiped away with crowds of strangers cheering me on and thanking me for helping
the Society. The funny signs, the volunteer at a water stop who loves the San Francisco
Giants and cheered for me and my Giants hat, the survivors on the course, the
yelling of my name, truly amazing experience.
As the temperature climbed and I began to slow down,
I entered the last tunnel on the course. It was stuffy and hot, not ideal
running conditions. As I started to fade, the music began to play and a coach
from another chapter ran up to me. He asked how I was. We chatted and then he
thanked me. That was all I needed to get back on pace. We high fived and off I
went. I picked up speed and could see the finish line. I ran for Danny and Dom
and I crossed the finish line. I looked down and damn if I didn’t set a PR. I
may not be the fastest runner, but I lapped everyone on the couch that day. I
received my Tiffany’s finisher necklace and met up with a fellow runner to head
back to the hotel. My race for LLS was complete and I was proud.
I quickly showered, that hotel check out was soon,
and got going. As I was waiting for a close friend, and lunch date, to pick me
up I reflected on the day. No matter how bad my life may seem to me or others
right now, I did something that not everyone else does, I put others first. It
was tough to raise money, tough to get my training miles in, but there are
better people worse off. There are people that would love to be out running on
a beautiful day and can’t for a million different reasons. If I can run, I will
run.
Of course what this has to do with Laura Bush should
be quite obvious — she is one of the most giving people to ever walk this
earth. She does amazing things for so many people and organizations. I don’t
have her resources or power, but that doesn’t mean I can’t help others. There
are very few selfless people on this planet but she is one of them. My quest to
find happiness by putting myself first finally doesn’t mean I will neglect
those that need me. I will always support great causes and people, that I hope
never changes. What would Laura Bush do?
Thank you for being my hero! It takes someone truly amazing to do something - like train for multiple races - out of the kindness of their heart. Because of you, I've never felt alone in my fight. I love you!
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